you win some, you lose some...and i always ask for advice

i like to ask for advice. i don't know why.

it makes me feel more confident in my decision to see it from another point of view, even if it's one that doesn't agree with my original. and if i can't defend my original point of view, then maybe i should consider changing it. i guess that's how i always thought of it. sometimes i wish i could just make a decision and move on with it, but alas, i've never been decisive when it comes to me...

maybe i just don't trust my perspective for myself but i do for other people? sometimes i honestly don't have an opinion, but if i ever tell you i don't, then i probably do, it's just not strong and i don't want to complicate the situation. pretty pansy, i know.

so basically, thank you to everyone who's listened to me rant/complain/whine/endlessly question and has in turn been patient and given me advice :) part of me is just curious to see what you think. part of me is trying to gain perspective. and part of me is trying to make sure i don't offend anyone.

...and i almost just wrote, "is that weird?"

how typical.