old demons, new adventures?

*sigh*
sooooo busy! and a little unsure and nervous...that's about how i feel right now. the time until our senior design presentation is ticking away, and we haven't even really finished the project itself...we have less than a week, yet i'm the only one in the group of 5 that seems to be concerned. does this make me crazy? probably. i'm sure it will get finished, one way or the other, but i almost feel guilty about throwing something together and not producing something to the best of my ability...ah, here comes the perfectionism! i thought i had left this in the past, but it still comes back every once in a while. at this point, i'm realizing that it does no good to think like this, so i guess i'll have to deal with it...why is it that the hardest battles are always fought with yourself? maybe because you can't run away. i mean, not everyone, but some people, when they face a confrontation with someone else, just turn around and walk away. maybe it would've been harder - or easier - but you really never know like that. and really if you never challenged yourself or held yourself to any types of standards, you might just wither away into eternity, never having known what you were capable of or the impact you could've made. so i guess it's worth it. :)